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Paradox of life

Posted in Creativity, Life, Personal with tags , , , , , , , , , , on October 21, 2015 by vixstar1314

My worse fear is the deaths of those I care. Yet they are realities which will happen eventually just not sure when. And the realisation and thought that is just heart wrenching. Paradox of life and love is death and pain.

This is life!

I may look young but I have seen and known pain and suffering. I have experienced a lot of bumps and falls in my life.

My foundations of life and living is rather profound. However I rarely share these with those around me as I am consciously aware that the majority of them have been bound by perspectives created by society known as “life today,” the images, the celebs, the materialistic aspects, the need for more of everything that is in actual fact hollow and empty, the short bursts of what they deems as “happiness.” In a non conform society one would see these stuff as without depth. Therefore I feel as if i have been born into the wrong time and place. An alien on this planet in this “society”.

So I reframe from expressing majority of my thoughts and feelings because they are so different from others. So much more clear and clean  cut. I guess this is where my blog comes in sometimes, as here I feel that the typing allows the freedom in me to flow out into a different hemisphere – the cloud.

I retreat

Posted in God, introspective, Life, Mind - Psychology, Personal, Thoughts with tags , , , , , , on May 24, 2015 by vixstar1314

It was music, blogging and books that made me think perhaps I ain’t really alone.

Life is actually so much more difficult when I am more conscious and aware of everything around and inside me.

There are so many times when I want to be away from society away from this black hole that tries so relentlessly to suck people into the lure of its so call “beauty,” “norms,” “how to behave and conform to the mass” with materialistic, culture, money, greed, reputation, fake and hollow empty world that I cannot accept nor willingly conform into. Thus, I retreat into my own inner world for salvation to find God.

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