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The non existence

Posted in Creativity, introspective, Life, This May Help U!, Thoughts with tags , , , , on March 10, 2016 by vixstar1314

The non existence of “fair”

There is nothing in this world which can be said is fair. Aside from the word itself that exists.

There will never be perfection.

Even though this is known, at times I struggle to make peace with this. Of how sometimes grey exists. Of how this world is, how there are so many wrongs. So many unfairness and unbalance. Thus I try to convince myself just to let it be….

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Yesterday

Posted in Creativity, introspective, Life, lost, Personal, Thoughts with tags , , , , on February 4, 2016 by vixstar1314

Upon thinking and thus realizing that things are going to change and you will lose certain aspects is when your inside unravels, your true feelings, and views about stuff and people come up to the surface.

You realise how good yesterday was.

I will miss that in today.

Tomorrow is the changes but my heart will still be heavy.

Change My Needs

Posted in Life, lost, Lyrics, Music, Songs, soundtrack with tags , , , , , , on January 12, 2016 by vixstar1314
Scars On 45 – Change My Needs
“I never I never meant to say you were a thorn in either side,
It was a side effect from the scars on the fourty-fives.
And as the vital mistakes, it reminds me of what we have,
Despite the things you do, you know I’m a fool for you. They say a legal kiss is not as good as a stolen one,
We put our lives on show and yet we sing to a different song.
And from the bassinet to the graveside we never walk,
Of everything I’ve lost, I miss my mind the most.

I never once understood your dealings,
A group of friends who I’d give what for.
And I could name every crack on our ceiling,
A sign of thorns.
Am I a frame in your bigger picture?
A rope or rein for your stormy seas?
If I could be just a train fare richer
I’d change my needs

I’d change my needs
I’d change my needs
I’d change my needs

And in the half light a rush of violence is in the place,
And if a look could kill you’d need a license for your face.
You say that love is blind and I’m the one that restored your sight.
The girl who never knows,
The girl who never knows

I never once understood your dealings,
A group of friends who I’d give what for.
And I could name every crack on our ceiling,
A sign of thorns.
Am I a frame in your bigger picture?
A rope or rein for your stormy seas?
If I could be just a train fare richer
I’d change my needs

I’d change my needs
I’d change my needs
I’d change my needs
I’d change my needs”

What I count as a form of very sad moments in life…

Posted in introspective, Life, lost, Personal, Society, This May Help U!, Thoughts, Time with tags , , , , , , , on October 30, 2015 by vixstar1314

….When love isn’t enough – when two people deeply love each other but the force of something or someone else is strong enough to cause them to part even though they both know they love each other, that is one of the saddest situations to be in. For every commitment, change or choice one makes they forgo another aspect in their life. Sometimes without even realising they are doing it. Worse is when they have their priorities wrong and not even knowing it themselves, until they look back and realise…but then it is already too late, it has passed by…becoming regrets.

Even though it is said love is the greatest power, because people die for love. It is unexplainable feelings which defy logic and reasoning at times.

Short burst of adrenaline love or long-enduring true meaningful one? I personally would go with the latter.

Another sad irony has to be when what originally bought two people together, is in the end what also tears and separates them. Leading to them going their separate ways. That is one of the most sad and tragic irony of life and love….

The grey area

Posted in Creativity, introspective, Life, lost, Personal with tags , , , , , , , on January 29, 2015 by vixstar1314

I am simple yet also complex.

Sometimes it is unbearable to have so much going on in my mind. I constantly question how and why? No wonder it is all so confusing and blurry.

Far too often I can barely find the words to articulate a third of what I think or feel. I am locked in my own self.
This blog is in a strange way my support, my comfort my salvation from all the scary noises in reality that can be so painful and messy to me.

Lost in Life

Posted in introspective, Life, lost, Personal with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , on January 4, 2015 by vixstar1314

Life moves constantly.

However when we feel like we are stuck in a dark place this can feel like never ending. Eternity. I can honestly share with you that in my life I have been through countless highs and low. There have been times where I have been lost in life.

Each time I muscle up the strength to bring myself back to make the changes needed.

By saying things like:

Your life. It is your own personal story. Review and reflect in between living it, then push forward. Continue on. Live it!

I am Lost

Posted in Life with tags , , , , , , on October 17, 2014 by vixstar1314

I am lost,

and it is scary,

I don’t know which path to go down,

they all seem so blurry,

like I am stuck in a maze.

I have heard many times that being lost could be a good thing,

as it allows you to start from scratch.

However what if you feel like you are nowhere near a start but stuck in a middle?

To be frank,

I am still trying to find my way,

not sure what way,

however I am just going to try to continue moving and see what happens.

Lost

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