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China In Your Hand

Posted in Lyrics, Music, Songs, soundtrack with tags , , , , on August 12, 2015 by vixstar1314

China In Your Hand – T’Pau

“It was a theme she had
On a scheme he had
Told in a foreign land
To take life on earth
To the second birth
And the man was in command
It was a flight on the wings
Of a young girl’s dreams
That flew too far away
And we could make the monster live again

Oh hands move and heart beat on
Now life will return in this electric storm
A prophecy for a fantasy
The curse of a vivid mind

Don’t push too far
Your dreams are china in your hand
Don’t wish too hard
Because they may come true
And you can’t help them
You don’t know what you might
Have set upon yourself
China in your hand

Come from greed
Never born of the seed
Took a life from a barren hand
Oh eyes wide
Like a child in the form of man
A story told
A mind of his own
An omen for our time

Don’t push too far
Your dreams are china in your hand
Don’t wish too hard
Because they may come true
And you can’t help them
You don’t know what you might
Have set upon yourself
China in your hand
Oh your hand
Your dreams are china in your hand, wooah
Here in your hand
China in your hand, woh oh oh woh oh oh woh oh
Here in your hand

Woh! You take a flight on the wings of fantasy
Then you push too far
And make your dreams reality
Yeah! For the china in your hand
But you shouldn’t push too hard

You take a flight on the wings of fantasy
Then you push too hard
You make those dreams reality
Yeah! China in your hands
But they’re only dreams”

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Weight of the world

Posted in Creativity, introspective, Life, Lyrics, Music, Society, Songs with tags , , , , , on February 8, 2015 by vixstar1314

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder every living moment.

I know this is the way of life but too often it causes me to collapse too deep. 

Now I wish I could really just fly away.

Fly somewhere far far away.

The below song is fitting for my mood

Chantal

Kreviazuk

Weight

Of

The

World

I used to carry the weight of the world
And now all I wanna do is spread my wings and fly
I don’t know why I was so afraid… all the time
Memories seemed to bother me.. my whole life
I used to carry the weight of the world
And now all I wanna do is spread my wings and fly
I used to carry the weight of the world
And now all I wanna do is spread my wings and fly
I don’t know why I was so ashamed
Such a waste of time
And I don’t know who I was trying to be
All those lies
I used to carry the weight of the world
And now all I wanna do is spread my wings and fly
I used to carry the weight of the world
And now all I wanna do is spread my wings and fly
Oh and there’s always something
Or somebody right behind
Well we’re not meant to be everything
We’re just a piece
So spread your wings
Oh I don’t know why I was so afraid all the time
I used to carry the weight of the world
And now all I wanna do is spread my wings and fly…

The River Of Dreams

Posted in Lyrics, Music, Songs with tags , , , , , , on November 23, 2013 by vixstar1314

Billy Joel – The River Of Dreams

In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
From the mountains of faith
To the river so deep
I must be lookin’ for something
Something sacred i lost
But the river is wide
And it’s too hard to cross
even though I know the river is wide
I walk down every evening and stand on the shore
I try to cross to the opposite side
So I can finally find what I’ve been looking for
In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
Through the valley of fear
To a river so deep
I’ve been searching for something
Taken out of my soul
Something I’d never lose
Something somebody stole
I don’t know why I go walking at night
But now I’m tired and I don’t want to walk anymore
I hope it doesn’t take the rest of my life
Until I find what it is I’ve been looking for

In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
Through the jungle of doubt
To the river so deep
I know I’m searching for something
Something so undefined
That it can only be seen
By the eyes of the blind
In the middle of the night
I’m not sure about a life after this
God knows I’ve never been a spiritual man
Baptized by the fire, I wade into the river
That is runnin’ through the promised land

In the middle of the night
I go walking in my sleep
Through the desert of truth
To the river so deep
We all end in the ocean
We all start in the streams
We’re all carried along
By the river of dreams
In the middle of the night

Broken Us

Posted in Creativity, Event, God, introspective, Life, Personal, Reads, Society, Thoughts with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on November 3, 2013 by vixstar1314

Vixstar1314: *collection of thoughts*

Broken Us:

We all feel pain.

tears

Some more so than others.

Some more than words can ever express.

Me, expressing feelings for those who have lost, especially for family and friends of:

Jessica Laney , Joshua Unsworth, Hannah Smith, Izzy Dix…

Life is hard when you lose apart of yourself.

It is even harder when you lose so much of yourself.

This can be a result of various reasons and influences:

from other people,

from yourself,

from external factors,

from internal factors.

The bottom line is losing control of yourself is the worse.

I don’t want to change myself.

Why should I have to for this world?

Shouldn’t I be the person God had created me to be?

I’m a good, kind-hearted, thoughtful, caring person to others,

but it has gotten me nowhere.

My soul had disappeared the day you let go.

I am broken.

I am lost.

The hardest critic of me is myself.

My darkest enemy is myself.

I am sinking.

I cannot handle it anymore.

I am trying to use a mask to cover the wounds and bruises inside.

coverIt is getting harder and harder to act ok.

The darkness has absorbed so much of me.

I tell myself it will get better.

I will stop sinking,

but I watch as my words just echo into an empty hole.

Over many years I had built walls to protect myself.

However like a storm you had breached all my security,

rendering me powerless to you.

You then took everything,

leaving me on my own

my heart shattered.

My hopes destroyed.

All I know now is sadness,

and being stuck in this,

has consumed me beyond recognition.

I no longer have the ability to care.

I have gotten use to it,

so it feels fine but reality is it isn’t.

Sleep is a safe haven.

Where I can imagine a world far from here.

Where I can see you in my dreams.

I have no strength to stand,

nor shine.

I am lost

I often ask myself:

are my still alive?

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The fall

Posted in Creativity, Event, introspective, Personal, This May Help U!, Thoughts, Time with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on September 1, 2013 by vixstar1314

The season – the fall – is now upon me.

I am struggling to find my place in the world,

so many things I see around me still causes me to think about you.

It has been months,

And I have tried to let go,

but still so much lingers.  

It has come to a point whereby,

too many things are making me want:

 to run,

to escape,

to hide,

to break everything,

so that I can start again.

Hope.

Dreams.

Pain.

Emptiness.

Love.

Fears.

They all echo and haunt me.

Writing allows me to feel present and more “alive” so much more than how I feel in reality.

This place is a somewhat “safe” and “definite” hemisphere that I fail to feel in reality.

I am seeing and experiencing,

so much more of my mind and body,

but so far I have yet to be able to control it,

nor fully adapt to it.

Much needed encouragement

Posted in Creativity, Event, introspective, Life, Personal, This May Help U!, Time, Travelling with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on July 28, 2013 by vixstar1314

Words of encouragement for you, for me, for the audience.

These are much-needed encouragement.

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When you feel a very dark force pulling you down, remember there is always an upward force. Be that God, hope, belief, dreams, passion, future…There is something.

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Far too often we cannot help but over-think, which can be useful at times to re-collect thoughts. However it is also this that causes the brain to worry about so much more that may not truly exist.

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When we are in life, a lot of the time, everyone around us seems to be moving very fast. Blinding us whilst they speed pass. This interrupts us, causing us to follow their movement. Which in turn makes us forget about our own life. 

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This massive world, far too often doesn’t seem to make sense or seem like it can ever be grasped.

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However rest assure it is solid therefore if you keep going, you will come closer to something….

 

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Today I

Posted in Creativity, Event, introspective, Life, Reads, Thoughts with tags , , , , , on June 30, 2013 by vixstar1314

Today I suddenly stopped and wondered what life would have been like had I not met certain people….. How my life would be completely different. I pondered whether it would have been better or worse. Of course there were no answers to these…Maybe in the parallel universe life is very different for me. But here I am currently just “fine”. Last night, you entered into my dreams. I know that dreams reveal feelings we’ve hidden or repressed but dreams/nightmares echo them out and magnify it into our brain like a movie we cannot escape. My brain and heart constantly thinks of you, I am consumed by it even though I know it is stupid and pointless because deep down I know that you are really unlike to think about me, nor will I cross your mind, let alone your heart. dreams and nightmaresWhen reality is too painful so you throw yourself into sleep to escape but even so dreams haunt you, but it is at a stage that even dreams and nightmare are better than reality. Sleep on. Let those sleep waves work its magic. Let reality quietly only whispers its existence. Let it all become a hypnotizing game.

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