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Much needed encouragement

Posted in Creativity, Event, introspective, Life, Personal, This May Help U!, Time, Travelling with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on July 28, 2013 by vixstar1314

Words of encouragement for you, for me, for the audience.

These are much-needed encouragement.

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When you feel a very dark force pulling you down, remember there is always an upward force. Be that God, hope, belief, dreams, passion, future…There is something.

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Far too often we cannot help but over-think, which can be useful at times to re-collect thoughts. However it is also this that causes the brain to worry about so much more that may not truly exist.

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When we are in life, a lot of the time, everyone around us seems to be moving very fast. Blinding us whilst they speed pass. This interrupts us, causing us to follow their movement. Which in turn makes us forget about our own life. 

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This massive world, far too often doesn’t seem to make sense or seem like it can ever be grasped.

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However rest assure it is solid therefore if you keep going, you will come closer to something….

 

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Those moments

Posted in Creativity, God, introspective, Life, Personal, Thoughts, Time with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on December 27, 2012 by vixstar1314

“Every writer I know has trouble writing.” – Joseph Heller

“Writing is a struggle against silence.” – Carlos Fuentes

I find myself occassionally having trouble feeling, thinking, moving, writing and living. I often wonder if anyone else out there has these glitches?

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The makeshift smile projected, emotions hidden in the shadow, casual humour deflects pain.

Social norms depict that we say we are ok even if we feel a million miles away from being ok.

This festive period has somehow triggered a flood of memories to resurface deeper than usual.
Past events rises and passes along my mind like clips.

– Flashbacks –

During those moments I had never thought that one day they would be so significant and that I had unconsciously placed them all so securely within my heart. To think back on them now makes my heart melt, if only I could go back to those moments I would savor them all and held on more tightly to them. Those moments where the universe, time, life’s existence seem to mesh into one flawless dream

They were nothing extravagant.
Just spending quality time, exchanging thoughtful gifts, during Christmas and birthdays, not at anywhere fancy, just simple places. Yet it was perfect, the connection was on every single level. It’s sad to think that may never occur again.
It hurts, hurts so much, emotional pain is worse than physical because I cannot put anything on it  to heal and mask the pain. My brain tells me so much yet my mind and heart burns like a knife twisting deeper and deeper. So much now seem to trail off and it has become beyond the point of frustration. My heart has been burnt, the flame has consumed me and only ashes of the person I had become remains.

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Time has soothed nothing at it. What was, is what remains. What is to come, is the struggle that one has to get through first in order to stand back up. I was not wrong, you was not wrong. It is simple yet complex beyond words, bottom line is it was not meant to be, however it is easier written than to accept and do.

 

 

 

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