When I feel….

There are times when I struggle to feel like I “exist” or that I am”alive.”

I am not sure why I feel like this at times, but I find that when this happens I will behave more recklessly and find that I add risk more to myself. So like when I am on the edge of stuff there is such a greater adrenaline that it makes me feel alive. I often wonder if this is self-destructive mode?!!

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