Invisible walls

The invisible walls that surrounds me holds me in, in some sense it protects me from the outside world which I barely understand but in another sense it locks me down leaving me unable to reach out to the reality. However when I see this world I see so many things wrong with it. This troubles me, being a person who craves for good I wish I could change the world. To make it a better place. This ultimately troubles me deeply inside when I feel as if I cannot do anything about it. The sane people see the outer layer of everything they don’t look deeper in so they don’t care as much, thus it doesn’t affect them. So I guess they in turn live a happier life.

I on the other hand feel like I am constantly walking on ice, wondering if it will crack when my inside cracks too.

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