This Is What It Feels Like

There is so much going on inside my head, but only about a fraction of it has ever seen the light and gone out to other people.

The rest is circulating or locked within my mind.

~Pondering~

~Thoughts~

~At times trapped~

I am unable to express it to myself let alone others.

My heart beats and bleeds still.

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My mind is continuously ticking inside, the only time I can stop it is when I am sleeping, however even then sometimes it is disturbed.

~Questions flow around~

~Thoughts of the past arises~

~Pondering of bigger aspects that ain’t even part of me~

~What if appears~

I am stuck!

Seeing becomes an illusion.

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“This Is What It Feels Like”
(feat. Trevor Guthrie)

Nobody here knocking at my door
The sound of silence I can’t take anymore
Nobody ringing my telephone now
Oh how I miss such a beautiful sound

[Chorus:]
And I don’t even know how I survive
I won’t make it to the shore without your light
No I don’t even know if I’m alive
Oh, oh, oh without you now
This is what it feels like

Nothing to hold but the memories and frames
Oh they remind me of the battle I face
without your love, without you I drown
Somebody save me I’m going down

[Chorus:]
And I don’t even know how I survive
I won’t make it to the shore without your light
No I don’t even know if I’m alive
Oh, oh, oh without you now
This is what it feels like

[Chorus:]
And I don’t even know how I survive
I won’t make it down the road with one headlight
No I don’t even know if I’m alive
Oh, oh, oh without you now
This is what it feels like

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