Sometimes

Sometimes……

people and time pass you by.

Sometimes it’s easy to forget, sometime it’s not, and you find yourself barely able to stand up and walk on.

Everybody wants to be a part of something.

Everyone wants to know they exist, in the eyes of those they care about.

Every place can be a bit lonely sometimes.

Everyone hurt’s sometimes, even when they try to hid it.

Everybody is at the mercy of time.

Today I saw my grandma after sometime. My first sight of her, shocked me a little, suddenly I realized how much older she looked. I could see the old photos around the house – how a few years could have such a big difference, I felt bad and sadden by this. Time is our worse enemy. I got flashbacks of lots of the old time’s when so much was different, easier, happier, simpler. As I looked at my dear grandma I wished that time could go back so she could be more healthier. My heart and mind suddenly started to hurt inside. If my insides could shed tears then I knew it would be.

As I stood there, lots more memories and flashbacks scanned and processed itself through my mind, some with friends, some with families, some by myself, some random ones – but each managed to hit a nerve within me. Mix emotions from happy to painful, regret, hope, sadness, sorrow, love, hate, anger, laughter all flooded my mind, to a point where I wish I could just knock myself out so it would not go on. As much as I would have liked to of course, I did not otherwise you would not be reading this.

It’s a cliché but here goes “time flies” – decide how you want to use it.

Leave you with a song again: Green Day – 21 Guns:


Do you know what’s worth fighting for
When it’s not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You’re in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

When you’re at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn’t pass
Nothing’s ever built to last
You’re in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it’s time to live and let die
And you can’t get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You’re in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

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